Monthly Archives: January 2011

Though the sorrow may last for the night, but JOY comes in the morning.

Well Hello WORLD!!! WOW!!!! These last 2 weeks have been the DARKEST. I  can say I have ever experienced. Dark in the sense, of feeling no hope, giving in, surrendering, trying to fight but can’t find the will power, wondering … Continue reading

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every thing for a reason

I want to blog. I usually lay in bed for some time and think about it before I actually get on the computer. I think ” all the effort..spellcheck, capitalizing, punctuation,” “oh my” May sound silly to you but takes a lot of … Continue reading

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being a “sick” mommy

Could you imagine when you were a child hearing all the time ” I’m sorry but mommy doesn’t feel good?” Uhh. Hello? Well it seems to come out of my mouth more than I’d like. Let me explain. There is nothing … Continue reading

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let me find God in all of this

Hello world, Wonder who you are?? Ah, it is so beautiful outside and my souls sings listening to the sounds of nature. My eyes take joy in the shapes and ridges in the beautiful mountain. The clean crisp air, the sound … Continue reading

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So here I am. My last few attemps, I quit half way. I am in a very dark place now. I’m not sure if its intuition, Lyme disease,  or the depression that comes from being sick every single fu***ng day. I … Continue reading

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