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About lymelife10

where to begin...loving, married mommy of two beautiful girls.. fighting a daily battle with lyme disease and babesia microti.. awh..so much to say..

butterflies kisses winter wonder fair starlight lite glitters flashes through the air   velvet colored roses drape the victorian wall smoked mirrored pictures occupy the hall    

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You choose.

I will continue to encourage as my heart is divinely inspired. I dare to venture into the world unseen ,  into the supernatural realm of subjects  unspoken. I will brave, face or confront what ever is placed before me. With boldness … Continue reading

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stripped

I have to run away if only but a moment. It’s a mommy time-out. I’m relearning how to be a mom. For so long, I was non functioning. There were a handful of times I believed I was dying, and … Continue reading

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Passover 2011

I sit in the silence, alone. So aware of every nerve and muscle in my body I can’t seem but to notice. My fingers feel pretty crippled. Hands are very stiff. Shoulders and neck are extremely tight. Dizzy, I’m always dizzy. … Continue reading

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My journey with medical Marijuana

My journey with medical Marijuana.

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My journey with medical Marijuana

I want to speak about being a believer and medical Marijuana. I was never a pot smoker, didn’t care for it, and had low tolerance for people who smoked. I always associated smoking with personal pleasure and could have never … Continue reading

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My father who died of Leukemia Jan26, 1995

So slowly but quickly Just wasting away No movement or speech No words he could say Alone by his side I watch him dying Secretly inside Silently crying Feeling a fear Of what was to come Knowing the future Would leave … Continue reading

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carpe diem

  Well it was a good 4 days. The first two were wonderful. I took walks pain free. I felt like Forrest Gump when he broke out his leg braces. I didn’t want to stop. I didn’t want to end … Continue reading

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Though the sorrow may last for the night, but JOY comes in the morning.

Well Hello WORLD!!! WOW!!!! These last 2 weeks have been the DARKEST. I  can say I have ever experienced. Dark in the sense, of feeling no hope, giving in, surrendering, trying to fight but can’t find the will power, wondering … Continue reading

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every thing for a reason

I want to blog. I usually lay in bed for some time and think about it before I actually get on the computer. I think ” all the effort..spellcheck, capitalizing, punctuation,” “oh my” May sound silly to you but takes a lot of … Continue reading

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