Tag Archives: God

stripped

I have to run away if only but a moment. It’s a mommy time-out. I’m relearning how to be a mom. For so long, I was non functioning. There were a handful of times I believed I was dying, and … Continue reading

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Passover 2011

I sit in the silence, alone. So aware of every nerve and muscle in my body I can’t seem but to notice. My fingers feel pretty crippled. Hands are very stiff. Shoulders and neck are extremely tight. Dizzy, I’m always dizzy. … Continue reading

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My journey with medical Marijuana

I want to speak about being a believer and medical Marijuana. I was never a pot smoker, didn’t care for it, and had low tolerance for people who smoked. I always associated smoking with personal pleasure and could have never … Continue reading

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Though the sorrow may last for the night, but JOY comes in the morning.

Well Hello WORLD!!! WOW!!!! These last 2 weeks have been the DARKEST. I  can say I have ever experienced. Dark in the sense, of feeling no hope, giving in, surrendering, trying to fight but can’t find the will power, wondering … Continue reading

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No one said it would be easy

Hope everyone had  a beautiful Thanksgiving! It was just Josh and I, we missed everyone but it was nice to have some time alone. Lyme Disease is like a rollercoaster. A rollercoaster that won’t stop. Like being a child lost at … Continue reading

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dark and light

Hello World, I come to you broken this afternoon. Full of emotions. Sadness, loneliness and confusion. I woke up in pain, or should I say the pain woke me up. My knees feel like someone took a hammer to them … Continue reading

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parenting sick

Good Afternoon World, I meet you from my bed. I would say 70-75 % of my day is spent in bed or on the couch. I usually have an hour of two of functioning but then I have to lay down. … Continue reading

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